i burn you with my angry fire eyes!

ha, anyone watching the apprentice, with donald trump? and didja see sam get fired? that was a pretty freaky moment, when he was all hunched over the table staring at trump with his "angry fire eyes" as i like to call them. freaky ass little boy shouldn't play with the big dogs. then the jerk, who knew he'd be on national television the next morn, chose then and there on the morning news to propose to his girlfriend. call him a romantic if you must, but i say it was so that america could see that his shorty mcshort short self had a gorgeous life-size girlfriend. yeah, cuz there's nothing more romantic than asking your girl to marry you on tv, and being on tv only because you were fired by donald trump. i know i'd appreciate it!

so as you may or may not know, today i didn't have school. and my special boy ended up doing things with friends, so i spent the whole day alone (not including the dog, two cats, and my mom when she got home). i woke up this morn at 8a, checked email/net stuff/etc, then forced myself to fall asleep again on the couch. yes, forced. i laid down, cozied up under a blanket, and made myself go back to sleep. i ended up sleeping on and off until about 2:30. that's a helluva lot of sleep when you add in the 7 hours from the night before! at first today i'd wake up and have little fits of anger and crying, and force myself to sleep again; then as the day went on i started having crazy symbolic and surreal dreams (you'd think those drugs lambchop was sending over had arrived telepathically, and consisted of hallucinogenic). by 2:30, i didn't really want to get up, but i decided to do it anyway. which worked out well, since special boy soon stopped by unannounced to return my watch; whether he was going somewhere or coming back i still can't figure out. after mom got home we watched "once upon a time in mexico", and special boy called but i couldn't talk. and i couldn't talk to him 10 minutes later when the movie ended because a friend was coming over. yep, that was my day.

i shall give you a preview of tomorrow: i will rant about useless topics due to cabin fever. special boy will be doing things with other friends, and so i shall spend the day inside with my mom watching mass amounts of tv and eating potato chips (and await hopefully spending time with the boy on monday). i could say that i might read some of my art history text, but we'd all know that's a lie. ;) same turtle time, same turtle website!

mmm, enthusiasm abounds. i'm off to drink hot chocolate!