update to earlier

there are some things you can do to help, and i'll let you pick any of the following options.
~drug me
~give me a backrub
~give me a backrub while i'm drugged

i think one saving grace of all this shit going on in my head and in my life is that next tuesday in art we start two weeks of working on a single monochromatic surreal drawing, and i can and will do some serious venting through prodigious use of symbolism.

but uh, until then... yaknow... there's always that whole drug backrub thing...